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I think I've made up my mind that NICU is where I want to be as a new Grad. Please read me reasons and comment whether they are accurate or good reasons if you can. I am including where my strengths are etc.
I am nurturing and have a holistic mindset- I like dealing with pt's and their families emotional and psychological difficulties. In clinicals I gravitate towards choosing pts with cancer and end stage diseases. I am not afraid of the tough issues. I can read people pretty well and have a sense of what to say and what not so say. However, I do get very emotionally involved with my pts-I often end up praying and crying with them. When i observed in the NICU I liked how the nurses went above and beyond what is expected to be therapeutic to their pts-they realized that the little things count for these pts and they can see when their babies and their family is being loved on by a compassionate nurse.
I am assertive- I like to get to be an expert on my patient and even as a student am not afraid to ask questions and talk to the RN about the plan of care and when necessary the MD, PT etc (I don't see a lot of students doing this and I have gotten good results for my pts this way and positive feedback from nurses) I also like to make things better and ask questions about the way things are done.
I have a bad back!! I am only 24 and yet I cringe at the thought of moving another pt up in bed. I like working with adults and babies (I've worked as PCT with newborns )more than kids--that may change after I have kids right now I am a little intimidated by them. I haven't had pedi yet but I can't imagine trying to give a pt a shot and them not only cry but say "I hate you how could do this to me? don't hurt me please!" (I did this to nurses as a kid)
I love continuity of care-again I like to get to know my pts and their families and it's always nice to see the fruits of your labor if your baby gets to go home or the family says that the experience while horrible was better because of you!
Only 2 pts! again I can't stand the thought of not knowing all the details about my pt b/c I am so busy with others or forgetting pts names etc. I want to feel comptetant and in control. Med surg with 8 pts gives me the creeps for this reason. I want to feel like I am giving my pt's the best of me. I am not good at multitasking.
I want to feel competant-knowledable. I am not saying that other fields don't offer this I am just not sure i can be a "jack of all trades master of none" person. I know that in the begining I wont know what to do in the NICU but eventually I want to for the most part be able to say "I've seen it all and I know exactly what to do" That way i can just focus on making what we do now better and learning the new evidence based practices, technology etc. I like to know the "why" and understand all of the patho and pharmacology. I like dealing with complex cases and critical thinking. I also feel like NICU nurses get a lot of autonomy compared to others but I am not sure of this.
I like the idea of going to other settings during the day too. (such as transports, high risk deliveries etc.) Variety is good and keeps things interesting of course.
The things I am most worried about are dealing with the high tech environment (which will become less intimidating I guess after I am trained how to us it), dealing with emergencies (will I do the right thing, will I miss something??) and what about other nursing skills for adults such as IVs, foleys etc, will I lose those? Also, no offense (it probably helps make a good nurse)but I heard that NICU nurses were type A and kind of "anal" and I am not so much. Does that mean that I have the wrong personality type for the NICU? What do you NICU nurses think, am i on the right track? Thank you so much if you read this!!!:bowingpurEveryone asks for help but It takes a selfless person to put time and effort into helping people behind you find their way too.:redbeathe :loveya::redpinkhe