I walked into a patient room last week to help a coworker with a transfer. We situated the patient, I stood up as he said "Thank you" and I saw it. My father in law was looking right back at me. Only, it wasn't my father in law. He passed away a few months ago. It took me off guard but I was able to deal with it and said my goodbyes and went back to my patients.
Yesterday I had to cover that group of patients by myself. I did great the entire shift. I honestly didn't even notice a resemblance, until right towards the end of the shift. He made a facial expression and there it was again. The father in law was looking right at me.
After I left the room, my direct nurse (I'm an aide) started asking me about something regarding the man and I started crying. It was only a couple seconds and I took a deep breath and said "I'm o.k. Wow, that was awkward". I'm not a crier. But for some reason this patient really gets me emotional and I'm not sure how to handle it being so close to a man I loved like my own father. Has anyone else dealt with a situation like this? What did you do?