I know this depends on who you are, what you want out of nursing....BUT....This has really affected my life.
I'm working as a Transplant RN in a hospital with a big reputation. On a floor that has a reputation....for being BAD to their nurses, especially the new ones. And I'm one of the new ones.
I have never worked in an environment that was so viscious in my entire life. These other nurses with more experience are ruthless. Yet, they will sit there after tearing you apart in front of everyone, 'well, you're new, no one expects you to know everything.'
My own preceptor has gone behind my back and said some mean things about me. The team leaders (2 of them) are horrible. One of them is so bad that she causes many people to leave and what does the upper level of management have to say about this? Their answer "oh, we know about her. She's been like this for years. No one wants to do anything. After you leave, others will come and say the same thing and again, no one will do anything."
And I'm working where?
The work is so hard. The patients are so sick. 98% of the transplant (liver/kidney/pancreas) patients come back to our floor directly from the OR, so we have to play the part of the unit nurse as well. Our nurse to pt ratio is low, which makes it nice, but we are just as busy. Liver patients are BUSY! Usually in their room every 30 minutes!
Last bit: The team leaders and more experienced nurses will pick fights, back stab, ridicule, and reprimand you in front of *G* and everyone.
I simply walk away from everyone and I keep to myself. Tragic. BUt if I get involved, it effects my patient care. I've forgotten an important med before when I got involved in the politics because I was so flustered. I said, 'no more,' but now I hate going into work.
I have a job offer at another hospital doing something I think I would enjoy but I'll be making less money....and may not have to deal with as much politics (from what I hear, but who knows)....would you do it? What would you do in this situation? Is ALL of nursing like this? My skin is getting thicker...