I started an OR position as a circulating nurse in mid November and so far I'm not loving it. At first the nurses were very aloof and cold to me and would often shoot me down or ignore what I was saying... Behaviors that I have come to expect from a majority of surgeons that I have worked with in the past when I did med surg, but not behaviors that I would desire in my fellow nurses. Lately they have warmed up to me an include me in more things, but I feel jaded toward them now. I can definitely handle strong personalities and bad behavior, I don't often run screaming from that. But it felt a bit much.
Recently I have now been feeling overwhelmed that I will never understand instruments and positioning and all the minute details of surgeon preference.
I voiced my concerns to my manager, and he assured me that the first "year" would be hell, and it'll get better after that... I'm not sure that I am prepared for this!! My manager told me that I am doing way better than would be expected of someone this far along in training, and is adamant that I will make a great or nurse.
I am now at a crossroads. About 50% of the time I enjoy my work, and the other half I feel drained and unhappy. I have recently been offert a ccu position that weirdly pays more, but I will be back to having that stressful pt load and all that comes along with bedside nursing. But when I did med surg before this, I felt fulfilled and good at my job.
Can I ask if anyone else has had similar experiences? And am I crazy for leaving this or opportunity? Should I wait it out more? I know it is a steep learning curve, but I feel like I bit off more than I can chew?!
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I started an OR position as a circulating nurse in mid November and so far I'm not loving it. At first the nurses were very aloof and cold to me and would often shoot me down or ignore what I was saying... Behaviors that I have come to expect from a majority of surgeons that I have worked with in the past when I did med surg, but not behaviors that I would desire in my fellow nurses. Lately they have warmed up to me an include me in more things, but I feel jaded toward them now. I can definitely handle strong personalities and bad behavior, I don't often run screaming from that. But it felt a bit much.
Recently I have now been feeling overwhelmed that I will never understand instruments and positioning and all the minute details of surgeon preference.
I voiced my concerns to my manager, and he assured me that the first "year" would be hell, and it'll get better after that... I'm not sure that I am prepared for this!! My manager told me that I am doing way better than would be expected of someone this far along in training, and is adamant that I will make a great or nurse.
I am now at a crossroads. About 50% of the time I enjoy my work, and the other half I feel drained and unhappy. I have recently been offert a ccu position that weirdly pays more, but I will be back to having that stressful pt load and all that comes along with bedside nursing. But when I did med surg before this, I felt fulfilled and good at my job.
Can I ask if anyone else has had similar experiences? And am I crazy for leaving this or opportunity? Should I wait it out more? I know it is a steep learning curve, but I feel like I bit off more than I can chew?!