Should I Give Up?

[Kammyyyboo, CNA]

So story time...I got accepted into a LVN program Fall 2020 and I sadly had to withdraw because of Med-Surg 1 I wasn't going to pass so I made the decision to withdraw so I wouldn't have a F on my transcript. Leaving the program had me depressed and had me feeling like such a failure. Fast forward 3 months later and I decided I wanted to give nursing school another shot. I paid for my TEAS exam and studied everyday for 2 months straight, got a tutor and bought ATI study materials. I took the test today and I scored a 58 overall(Reading:70,English:45,Science:61.7 and Math 45.8) I feel defeated, sad and so lost. I feel like nursing isn't for me. Has anyone experienced something similar but had a happy ending ? Nursing is all I know. I don't have a backup plan. Please help I need advice ?