Second Guessing My Decision :( Mistake???

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So I graduated in August, had my baby a few days before that, and at 37 weeks pregnant was offered a job at a doctor's office less than 5 minutes from my house. I started that job when my baby was 6 wks old, so mid-September. It was a decent job, kind of boring though. My hours were M-F 830-530 with a one hour lunch, and a half day once a week. I had to work on a Saturday occasionally (9am-12pm), maybe once every 6 weeks. Oh, and major holidays off. Anyway... since I was bored, I was still looking into hospitals. I really felt like anyone could do my job at the doc office, and I wasn't using my skills. And there was always some sort of drama with the doctors or other staff.

Well, I got a call from the hospital giving me an interview on a Med-surg floor, and 2 days later I was offered the job. So I gave like 3 weeks notice, and I left. This was back in the beginning of February. So I have only been on the floor (in orientation) for 2 months! I don't like it at all. I knew what to expect in a sense, but I'm having all sorts of issues with daycare (my hours), hubby deploying.. and my late hours/weekend hours is not working well with my family. I'm stressing out so much trying to scramble getting friends to help me, working things out with my boss, daycare, daughter's school. Ugh! I have plenty of friends nearby, but some work, some are stay at home moms that don't have a vehicle large enough for both my kids, and some are going out of town when I need help.

So now, I keep thinking I made a mistake, life was so much easier with the doctor office job. BUT, the main reason I wanted to go to a hospital was: I thought staying at the office would make me stuck there. I was afraid that I really couldn't advance or go anywhere else to work other than doctor's offices. I would love to work in postpartum at the hospital, but I still would have the same issues with daycare and my husband being military... and eventually I wanted to specialize in something with mother/baby. that's my passion, but I don't think I can get there just by working at a family practice. I don't really know what I'm asking for with this post... I guess I'm just venting a bit or maybe some advice would be great.

***ETA: I don't plan on quitting right now, especially since I'm still on orientation and have only been there for 2 months. I'm hoping to transfer to postpartum after 6 months if they have an opening. I need my experience, but all these issues are making me miserable and are stressing me out. Med-surg also isn't for me. I'm impressed with those on my floor who have been there for years and actually have told me they LOVE it!! ***

Thanks for reading :)

Specializes in Neuro, Neuro ICU.

Could you go back to the clinic and maybe work PRN at a hospital to stay current on your acute care skills?

Specializes in LTC.

Have you considered work at a dialysis center? You get hands on patient care but with daytime hours.

Could you go back to the clinic and maybe work PRN at a hospital to stay current on your acute care skills?

I wouldn't mind that, but I've only been at the hospital two months and they don't do prn without at least one r two years experience.

However, to get some "specialized" experience, I know a lady who is going to start me prn next week at an endoscopy center. It's one dAy a week (less if I can't or don't want to work and more if the hours are there and I want to work more). It's weekedYs only, goes around my hospital schedule, great daytime hours and only weekdays. Pay is good too!! Too bad they don't have a full-time option. But this will look good on my resume, and it's fairly easy work( I did prn there for two days before).

I might talk to someone at the clinic to see if I can come back at some point... Possibly 4 days a weeks. I'm still thinking :(

My vote is to do what makes you and your family happy. I'm in a clinic right now and feel the same way you did - not using my skills to fullest potential. But I get home at reasonable hour and no weekends. Which for me is more important right now with 2 teenagers and no dad. He passed away 3 years ago. I can always change jobs later. Plus I'm always studying and keep learning so if the time comes and I want a new position, I'll be ready. Good luck. Enjoy your little one-they grow so fast.

Can you cut to part time hours? I am assuming your husband provides benefits through the military (I am not familiar with the quality of those benefits). If you can cut down to part time, it may take a major portion of the stress off. I do not know your financial situation, but your peace of mind is worth something too.

Can you cut to part time hours? I am assuming your husband provides benefits through the military (I am not familiar with the quality of those benefits). If you can cut down to part time, it may take a major portion of the stress off. I do not know your financial situation, but your peace of mind is worth something too.

I Don't know if they would let me... I'd love to be prn one day, but I need experience. I wouldn't mind doing 1-2 days a week and spend my extra time at the endoscopy center. Hmmmm

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