Scared about School
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I am starting nursing school this fall and am very excited/scared/nervous about it.
I have not always wanted to be a nurse. In fact, for the first 33-34 yrs of my life I had no clue what I wanted to be. What I did know was this, I loved babies, I wanted a degree, I wanted to make a decent living and I wanted to choose a profession that I would actually be able to obtain a job in once I graduated college. So one day I was at the doctor's office with my daughter and it hit me, I wanted to become a nurse. :)
So here I am, my prereqs are complete and I have been accepted to the nursing program. This is what I have been working towards for the past two years. I should be so happy but I am not, I am just very, very scared. :uhoh21: I have to quit my job this summer and we are going to live off of my husband's income and my student loans. We have two kids and it is going to be a little difficult but we both know that in the long run it will be worth it.
I keep wondering if I will be able pass the classes? The clinicals? Will I be able to give someone a shot? Take blood pressure acurately? Start a cathetar (sp?) I worry about having to bathe people and get poop out of their butts. I know that I can do all of this stuff for babies (ultimate goal is NICU) but I am afraid of working on adults. When I calm down ,I truly believe that once I am there and in the moment I will do what I need to do but thinking about all of it overwhelms me.
My greatest fear is that I will fail, be over 20K in student loan debt and have no job. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well that is it, I am done ranting. Thanks for listening/reading.