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So, this is one part question, one part unloading, and 4 parts heartache. It is long, and I apologize for that. I am an admissions hospice rn. What I experienced with two patients on back-to-back days is making me question what I am doing. Both cases are similar, involve patients in SNF's (two different facilities) and in both situations the patient's were in the active process of dying. Both patients were clearly in distress. The 1st one had a HR in the 130's, temp 104.5, resp rate in the low 50's, PaO2 on 3L of 81%, lungs filled to the brim from aspiration PNA. I evaluated her in les than 5 minutes, got confirmation for admission from our doc, and got orders for roxanol, ativan, atropine and tylenol suppositories faxed to the pharmacy. The order was for a stat delivery. The SNF had a locked e-kit with everything I needed. The delivery from the pharm never came, the SNF refused to open the e-kit (their rational was why bother, the pharm meds would be here anytime...) This pharmacy is notorious for being 4 to 6 hours on a stat delivery. The poor woman died with nothing on board - 4 hours after I arrived, and 3 1/2 hours after I started begging and pleading for the e-kit to be opened. 2nd pt, next day... no e-kit in the facility; pt 63 yr old male actively dying, (DKA and stroke), agitated, clearly in pain, resp 40, HR 115. Facility had a pyxis med admin system...but not a drop of morphine or ativan in the joint. Once again, 4 hours after my arrival and faxed orders received by the pharmacy (same pharm in both cases, but I will leave them nameless) no meds arrived. The family was very upset and so was I. I got called down to the administators office to be chewed out for being "unprofessional" with the staff. (What I said to a staff RN was I thought it was "rediculous" that the facility did not have any rescue meds, that was reported back, and hence the chewing out by the admin. MY bad, sorry, I should have been more attentive to the feelings of the staff and less concerned about "our" patient who was trying to throw himself out of his bed, he was so agitated with pain.) I recommended to the tearful and angry family (reluctantly) that they send the patient out to a nearby hospital for symptom relief, which the did end up doing. I prayed to god the transfer didn't kill him. The pharm delivery of my stat meds came after he left, 6 hours after they were ordered and CONFIRMED. He died the next morning. My question to you all now is this; do any of you have state laws or regulations requiring SNF's to have rescue meds in the facility, and are there any time frames within which they must open them once orders are verified? I am thinking legislative changes need to take place in my state; I am looking for a place to start. What I do know is something has got to change. I know you may be thinking get a different pharm, but the rest of them in this state are worse, believe it or not. I didn't get into hospice to sit by and watch dying people suffer. I am not leaving. I am going to effect change, so God help me. I am angry, hurt, and feeling utterly useless.