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oh one more thing............what is this BON you can go to? is this free and does it take longer for your name to appear?
also......would there be a chance i could hear tomorrow? i took the test this morning.......
I just wish i could go back and retake it at this point...i know i could do better this time!
momtojosh
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ok...took it this morning at 8am....shut down at 85 at 9:15.......man...i wanted it to turn back on so bad.....
i did awful..i know i did.....from what i remember i only remember one question that i for sure got right....only cause i am on the highblood pressure med that the question was about.....i know i screwed up the calculations....only 2,they were peds....AAAHHHH.....quite a few SATA....another AAHHHHHHHHH.....hate them....stink at them....i think one time i said in a low low voice....what the F.....i had no idea what the question was asking me....felt like that with most of the to tell you the truth.....i noticed i was on question 70 at one point....then 83......then i held my breath as i hit enter on question 85.....then it went blank....then i started to shake and feel really sick...i didnt even want to answer the short survey.....i wanted OUT of there.....i have a cry coming on....i can feel it....i am so very upset.....
oh...i also said outloud at one point.....your laughing at me arent you.....cause it thought i was so stupid....i really felt it today....NOTHING could of prepeared me for this....and i should of known it all!!! thats what stinks!!!
ok....been up since 5am without a great nights sleep....gonna take a nap...
please ya all....pray that God lead me thru this......and that i did ok....