Hello guys ive been posting a lot here and is good to see how everyone supports each other and dont judge you or attack you . im writing this with tears in my eyes because i might be getting kicked out of the program for failing my AP 2 class twice , today was my final and even doe i studied for almost 3 weeks straight no going out , no family gatherings missed my bday , no dating, no social media went to all the tutorings , i failed . I feel like my life is ending and i'm sorry for the drama but i feel like im not good enough , i dont have anyone to talk to because my friends tend to be a little judgmental and they will tell me to quit . several of my classmates failed and they dont care but i do , some suggested going to a different school. so right after my exam i met with the dean and she told me to write a appeal letter to let me do it again meaning if it gets approved i will be 3000 times more stressed about it because is my final attempt to this , she also told me she might help me to add concepts 1 so i don't stay behind . but it might be too much for me ... i think i can handle it but right now i don't know what is going to happen , i just cant stop crying and i wish my parents were alive to have someone to guide me and at least just tell me that everything is going to be ok .
