You have so many options out there, don't give up on nursing, try a different niche, go get Your IV CERT and apply for a surgery center or blood bank, do what makes you feel happy and comfortable, not...
I've been working since sept 2015 at a surgery center in southern ca, I love what I do and I've been cross trained into PACU, PRE OP, SCRUB TECH, getting my IV CERT was the smartest thing I ever did...