I had same idea, got a photo shot of all Test results, printed off copies of TPAPN RT participation agreement, deleted my CC information. 1 hour later No More
Hi, When I completed TPAPN, anniversary date came and went, your not done until recovery trek won't let you log in anymore, that took several more weeks. Your almost there! Well
You might try looking around for an IOP (intensive outpatient program) for ETOH abuse that is covered by your insurance and close to home. Your in a good place in that your not in trouble with work...
Your not alone! Just got results back option 3, took over a week, tested for option 1 yesterday. I have to remind myself I'm just a computer generated number running thru their system, No one sitting...
I too have had trouble with DWI (alcohol). Once I was "convicted", I reported to BON and self refered to TPAPN. Prior to the conviction I went to IOP (this was covered by my insurance), I started...
Listen, Shame and Guilt are feelings that we create, so you can also change how your viewing yourself and look at it a different way. So you've made a mistake, forgive yourself so you can move on....
I'm in the same situation as you. Finished all my court stuff, started TPAPN in feb. the previous advice is sound, good to follow, be informed. For me I'm in maintenance mode, I log in daily, test 2...
When I received my board order, I called around contacted an administrative lawyer who reviewed my case and advised me at no cost (no representation, just advice). Perhaps you could do this as a...
I test on my lunch break, worked things out with my manager, a few close friends in the know to cover me if it takes a little longer than my break, then work extra to make up the difference, not...
Slow down and take a deep breath, things will be OK! Once accepted into TPAPN you will be required to log into RecoveryTrek it is thru them you have contact with TPAPN, forms, monthly reports, etc....
First, 5 years sober is quite an accomplishment great for you! If you've already signed an agreement with TxBON, you may be throwing money into the wind for a lawyer, but good luck with that. The...
I've been working in a hospital for 22 years, never lost my job, (just some self respect, but got that back). Listen ya can't change the past it's done, Don't worry about the future, it's not here...
Hey there NurseInk, good for you staying sober for a year #1 priority taking care of yourself. As for working, well I've had 3 DWI convictions, I'm still working as a nurse. For me, all 3 DWI's were...
I've never been called to test on a weekend, or holiday for that matter. The labs I go to are closed then. Used to stress about it, but not anymore. Ya still have to login tho.
Sometimes its hard to count your blessings. Especially when you see so many negative events around you. This is when its time to dig deep and stay on coorifice, for the ultimate goal of living a...
For me, to be forgiving of myself I have to understand and face resentment. Failure to do so sends me back into alcohol abuse every time. Resentment is like a festering wound, won't heal until you...
You don't have to wallow in your feelings if you just acknowledge them for what they are. Try to face what you are afraid of with kindness and understanding (to yourself). Fear of being exposed?...
You are a beautiful and valuable person to our world. Living a life without the need to hide behind drugs or alcohol are within your grasp. Whether you keep your license or not you still have a...
All of y'all can do this, I finished 1 year ago, I now have my life back. Actually just got back from my first vacation in 7 years. Believe in yourself, trust yourself, be your own best friend! My...
1st time = After so much time in the program, YEAH, did I feel like I was missing something. Jeez, stress seemed worse than starting. Just stay on track. you've made it this far. As for self,...
ok-lpn13 - You have a lot of company on this site that share your feelings (upset, angry, overwhemd) at all the BS you have to do. It is a huge investment of time and money. I too was in for having...