HunnieBadger replied to wish_me_luck's topic in Nurses Recovery
You ARE an addict wether you want to admit it or not. You had a psychological dependency to opiates, and I'd think that you're in denial still. You're posting is full of denial and I can see how...
I didnt have to report anything to my other boards, my program is "off the radar" so to speak. As long as I do what's right, when I complete my program it'll be as if it never happened. What's...
Simple answer is no, you are not allowed to go to the unmonitored state and work. To do so you would end up with more problems than not, you're looking for trouble with that one there. Your board...
Id be thinking you need to figure out YOU first. Maybe once you have that figured out perhaps then and only then will you be able to decide if you should still be a
MSN I know and understand the shame you speak of all too well. I have been very selective as to whom I've told so far. It's not because I'm in denial with my addiction but because of the way that...
It's been one year since my confrontation, the best and worst moment of my career. The journey has been an enlightening one thus far and I have learned so much about my own character and strength...
HunnieBadger replied to Twoyearnurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
In North Carolina we have two types...alternative to discipline (AP) and Chemically Dependent disciplinary programs (CDDP). The first one being non-disclosed to general public and with successful...
Congrats! You are strong and I have faith that you will continue to be. We are fighters, and it's true our war is never ending. Just take it one day, one minute or one second at a time.
HunnieBadger replied to determined_nurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
I found successful employment in dialysis, and know of at least 5 other RNs who are in the same boat as I am. Granted it was never my dream job, but I have found myself settling in well. Prayers for...
Has anyone had to face this hurdle yet? I have legitimate medical problems and I have learned to deal with the chronic day to day pain. My problem is now this, I have been in intense pain for the...
HunnieBadger replied to olchrustyone's topic in Nurses Recovery
I was referring to Philly...states that they don't have a chemical dependency, but a hx of DUIs and ETOH related issues... Seems I struck a nerve with someone
HunnieBadger replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
Yes, I actually went to a chiro and he wasn't able to help much. He did confirm that I have a messed up spine and I am still seeing him 4x a week at this point. I did finally see my practitioner and...
HunnieBadger replied to olchrustyone's topic in Nurses Recovery
You don't have a chemical dependency, but you have DUI's... You DO have a chemical dependency and its name is alcohol. Obviously you had a problem with alcohol at some point and the BON just wants...
I completely agree with now I'm clean, there will be so many more hassles trying to figure out all that mess with the board than not. You wouldn't be able to do a bridge program either without an...
HunnieBadger replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
It's tricare so my relationship with my PCM isn't all that great considering that I get reassigned a lot. So I've not really had the chance to have a relationship with my docs. I guess I'll see what...
HunnieBadger replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
We can take meds as long as our forms are filled out and justified, my problem is going to the actual provider and not being seen as "just another drug seeker". I have MRIs, X-rays and actual...
HunnieBadger replied to curiousrdh's topic in Nurses Recovery
NCBON can test urine, blood, hair or any other bodily fluid they choose so and it's on the nurses dime! I pay $76 dollars per screening, so if you pay less be thankful. From what I gather the hair...
So long story short I had to see my PMD to get paper work filled out for the BON. My doc wasn't in so I had to see another provider, during the visit I was berated to a level that was highly...
HunnieBadger replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
Because its easier to point a finger and blame than to face their own realities. Truth is reality, society is largely ignorant and it's not just addicts that are mistreated. Look at how society...
HunnieBadger replied to PavementRN's topic in Nurses Recovery
I think that we make better practitioners than not, we have an inside understanding that many lack. We also understand the personal struggles of day to day life better than most as well. Be upfront...