Operating Room nursing can be overwhelming even for a seasoned OR nurse. Find an approachable colleague that you feel comfortable confiding your distress and questions to b/c they will be a valuable resource to your enthusiasm to see it through your training. Even after 10 years and 12 ORs later (I was a travel OR nurse for half of my OR experience) I am constantly learning. It's also okay if you find that it isn't right for you whereas ICU was a great addition to my RN experience, but I just knew there was no niche there for me. Be kind to yourself and know OR staff is a tough crowd but some are tougher than others. One thing to keep in mind is a Lap Chole, is a Lap Chole whether you are in Florida or California. Most patient positions are the same as well although surgeon preference for positioning devices will differ. It's tough learning every position, machine and utensil however, if you stay in one OR you will remember the surgeon's preferences so well you will come to a point that you have memorized the pick ticket. The pick ticket/preference card is your key to a successful surgery (and running shoes)!!!