I never even thought of the nursing field until 15 yrs ago when my oldest son was born at 28 weeks. He spent 70 days in NICU. Ever since then I decided I wanted to be a nurse.
for me I had to take the small route CNA, then LPN now working on RN.
I have been in the field for a total of 10+ yrs.
it was the nurses dedication, teaching done to us, understanding, caring that got me hooked.
I hope you can find your way back to remembering the positives of why you went into nursing. good luck