Greetings beautiful team,
Oh, how I have missed being in this track. Work is so overwhelming but so gratifying. I was in BSN program w/ GCU and when I changed jobs and I had to drop school. (I was 6 classes from being done.) And here I am a year later coming in December and I feel so cheated and guilty at myself for letting down this part of me. I have spoken to my supervisor of returning to school various times and she has told me that she wouldn't be able to guarantee my patient load unless I go part-time. Well, I can't do p/t either and loose benefits. (I am a hospice nurse and having to be on call for 3 days and one weekend a month is part of the requirement.) But a great part of me so wants to fulfill this last part of my goal. Now life has taken a turn, again and I am about to become a new grandma.
Things are about to change at work again with software so I am hoping that will be my opportunity to resume this personal goal. It's so interesting just how this has taken a private emotional toll, depression. Very much so.
I am not getting any younger, but I do feel at times getting angrier and sadder.
I just needed to vent my sweets, thank you all for being so good here. I have missed you all, encouraging and fighting and crying with one another and cheering on!!
I need to return soon, very soon to this wonderful forum as an enrolled pupil at GCU.
Thanks again, and continue loving on!!