My original post was August 24/14, in which I stated that I was having a terrible time dealing with "my" emotions, working in a cancer Centre. All of you were so helpful providing advice, etc. and I thank you all. Jump forward to the present, and my world has changed dramatically as far as my thoughts about cancer care and pts/ families aware concerned. I LOVE IT. If I had of known then what I know now, I probably would have forgone critical care and worked oncology. I probably needed to get over "the hump" which I did, now I feel that I have lots to offer. However, last week I was told by our coordinator that I was "at the end of my career" and there were many younger nurses looking for work , so I probably would not be getting much work. I would welcome any input or thoughts to this statement, as this is the first time in my career that I have ever been told this. Actually having a terrible time. What To Do?