Hey, just to let you know, I failed the first time and know how it feels. I have a lot on my plate. But keep your chin up. I failed the first of February and then retook it the beginning of April and passed. I also did the Kaplan online, but the difference was that me and a classmate studied together and made a structured plan and held each other responsible for completing the material before we meet. It worked out really well for us. Just keep telling yourself that you can do it and you can do anything. When you go take the test again just sit and make yourself relax and read the questions very carefully. The first time I took the NCLEX I got 75 questions and the second time I got 265. So just know that you know the material and work through the questions on Kaplan and review the questions that you missed. Try to go through all of the QBank questions and work on your critical thinking skills and you will be fine. Good luck and hope this helps.