I understand it is not what you want, but until you find another job (that u want to do not because it is close or easier) Think about if you are old, and where put in a home would it help you to get threw your day if a staff was acting (posture, body language, tone of voice) like they could care less about there job? There are so much more for these people that you are taking from them. Friendship,companionship. ect.. I use to be very uncomfortable around the elderly until I started asking about them growing up,how things where different back then? You will be amazed at some of the stories you will hear! And some might make it up, but you are taking them out of that home in there mind for maybe only a moment but that could mean everything to a person. And alot of them who can't talk doesn't mean they don't understand. Talk to them , tell them about you and your family. And don't talk about the negative stuff. If you have to become the best story teller around!