i'm sorry to hear that your husband is not supportive of your wishes. that is a hard road to navigate, and i hope it goes smoothly for you. so, what do you not like about nursing or your job? you have many avenues available to you, you do not have to do direct patient care, or put up with a lack of benefits. if you don't like direct patient care, a friend of mine is a lvn, and works for the government in an office job. she reviews medicaid patients records, and makes the recommendations and approvals for their needed home health care. she works monday-friday 9-5, and has amazing benefits. usajobs.gov or your local department of health will list these types of available positions on their websites, if you're interested. good luck to you, i really do hope you find a better fit.