I can speak from personal experience that I was NOT myself when I was detoxing. I was soooooooo totally miserable thru it all, even though they had me on Methadone at the time. Also, in February, I...
Thank you, Bedpan.......it sucked....I cried......pleaded guilty with a plea agreement with the prosecutor, and the judge can go with that or he can do what he wants and send me to prison. Now I have...
It can be very difficult to get a job. All I can suggest is to be honest, do the next right thing.....(all the time)....and pray. Maybe you could find a nursing job that doesn't deal with patients or...
It's been awhile since I've been to BC, but I think I remember a place called the Alano. I was in Chilliwack and the only meeting I made it to there was at Chilliwack General Hospital. I was also in...
I don't know how they work it there, but here we are encouraged to get a home group. The home group has each members sobriety dates and when that date rolls around, acknowledges it and gives a coin to...
WTG on getting a sponsor!!!! What helps me with my sponsor is when we get together and dive into the steps. We take each paragraph and she has me tell her what each one means to me and how I can...
Scrubby, you are describing an "active" addict/alcoholic. They/we are usually in the realm of "self absorption at the time and do have a tendency to blame others for our/my problems. That is where the...
Actually, Earle, it is the 1st step that states, "We admitted we were powerless over alcohol and our lives have become unmanageable." The 2nd step is, "Came to believe that a power greater than...
Does Florida meetings sign court/attendance slips???? They do here. A stamp and signature from the chairperson to show you were at the meetings. Of course, I have known of people who have stolen the...
I just went to the general nrs thread and read the comments. Some were hurtful. But I just try to remember that what someone thinks of me is none of my business. I also try to remember that they do...
There are lots of medical professionals who do not understand especially if they haven't been thru it. Stick with us who understand. I try to remain "HOW" (Honest, Openminded, and
I haven't looked much else than in the recovery forum, but I'll check it out. Unfortunately, there are those who do not understand and never will. Those are the ones with a closed mind and are...
If Michigan is anything like Ohio....they will probably report you. But of course, I'm sure it is different in different states. If it were me, I'd stop the weed and whatever NOW, then when they ask...
Happy 5th Birthday, Lori!!!! BC is so beautiful!!!! I was there a little over 3 years ago. I was suppose to be moving out there to Chilliwack. Had been there a few times before and been to a few...
We have a group of recovering nurses, doctors, and pharmacists here called "Caduceus". I went to that group 7 years ago when I was in recovery. It was run by my outpatient counselor at that time. Now...
Hi NoMoFear and I'm glad you found this forum. My daughter found it for me. She is good at finding things like this. Congrats on your 18 days. You don't have to tell anyone about your history with...
Thanks, Chiefshewho. I haven't dealt with the Board yet. I gave my license to my attorney and made my license inactive. My attorney and I will deal with them after all the legal issues are dealt with....
Thanks for understanding, Bedpan. (Love the name:D). It is all very hard. And it didn't help to have my name all over the paper and the local news stations. I went to court last month for an...
Been there and done that! The alternative program really isn't that bad....at least not here. I was on it and successfully completed it in 2004. This time, they probably will not let me on it again...
If it was me, I wouldn't tell him. If it comes to a point where he wants to describe a narcotic, then I would tell him not to give a narc. If he asks why, I would tell him because I don't like what it...