Sometimes it stinks. Take 3 big slow breathes then Get help from someone--hopefully your manager. If you can't unburden yourself to her find an experenced nurse you like and respect. It sounds as if...
Yes, I am a vet. I was in the USCG (active) for 8.5 years and then the USNR til retirement. I was NOT a nurse then-I was a Boatswains mate. I am now a RN-BSN and work in an ICU. A lot of the skills...