guys may be post partum depression could be mix with the hearing loss situation. i am feeling better than before, but there are days i feel so down and can not stop crying. i want to reach so high in my career and want to earn decent income, but hearig loss is stoping me to apply in the hospital, but i just accepted job at county clinic hope i dont have to use phone much there and i do well at my work that will help me healing a bit. i came to states at the age of 17 from india and work so hard to learn english got my first Associate degree in comptuer info than i got my bachelor in Mangement info sytesm and i could not find decent job where i use to live in small town of PA than i went for bachelor in nursing because i alway want to go in health field but had language issue when i came here. so all i did is hard work got three degress and worked only one year with decent income and lost my hearing all the sudden it is so hard to accept. i feel like god what did i do wrong to deserve this? but i guess things could be worse than this. i think it will take me long long long time to get over this or may be not, but i heard god and time heals everything so hope that is the case with me. But i want to Thank you guys for replying my thread.