Unfortunately it sounds like you had a very disenchanting experience. Which is really to bad, because surgery can be very enlightening and rewarding. I have to say while most of us do try and have fun...
Sorry, but that really is not an option. I am an ACNP and a RNFA for CVS and my guys had 10 years of training and fellowship before independent practice. N ot only would I not want the responsiblity...