That may be true as far as positives and negatives and I account for the negatives and am striving to improve everyday. I just feel like when you’re not clear, it’s rough to ever know what you truly need to improve on. This has affected me I can tell, because at a few months in I was hitting about 70-75% of my IV starts, even on hard sticks and now I bomb easy sticks if I’m not completely focused.
Edit: I went back and read your post. That post gave me much needed clarity on a second read. I could be paranoid but my gut tells me that if intentions are truly good, then clear path should be made and critique should be specific to nip the issue in the bud. Had they in the beginning said “looks I notice u lack, here, here, and here, here’s what we’re gonna do” It would be over and done with and non of I would have never reached this point.