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I was wondering what other people are doing also. My spouse has some risk factors so I worry about giving it to him. I am sometimes working with intubated Covid-19 patients and as I suction them, suction the mouth, even though I have a face shield and regular mask on, I still wish I had an N95 mask. I go home, leave my shoes outside, removed my clothes directly into the washer by the door and go take a hot shower and scrub. I wipe off doorknobs and handles on cabinets, fridge, etc with bleach water spray. I started sleeping in a separate bedroom and have a separate bathroom. I am trying to keep my distance from him at home and don't hug or kiss. It is sad. I don't know if I am being too worried or not enough. I am wearing a mask when I go to the grocery store for other people's protection, not mine. These are weird times. I know ultimately God is sovereign and there is not one maverick molecule in the universe, but I also know that I have to use wisdom.