Hi sjyRN, As I was reading your post, I felt some familiarity in regards to my current situation. I am also a new grad working nights that started in October 2019. I have been told that the first year of nursing is rough no matter what, let alone us starting our careers as baby nurses when covid 19 hits. You should have received much more training than just a couple of weeks. I work pediatric med surg floor and received 10 weeks of training. The new grads in ICU at my hospital get 12 weeks of training. My best advice is to know your resources on the floor for when your busy and need an extra hand and to have friends you can vent to about your frustrations and concerns. I bet other new grad nurses on your floor feel similar to you! Night shift has been a hard adjustment for me as well. Some times I barely sleep before or in between my shifts because of the stress and anxiety I feel for the upcoming shift and struggling to sleep. Some of my days off are completely wasted being so exhausted and anxious. Day shift is always an option too if your hospital will let you switch. If I were you I would see if you can transfer to a lower acuity floor in your hospital. That may help your stress levels decrease and you may find your "niche" there. Keep your head up, nursing is full of options and avenues. Bedside nursing isn't the only form of nursing out there! You got this.