I understand your struggle! I just celebrated my first year in the PICU straight out of Nursing School, and every morning there is a grumble in my belly as to what I am walking into, however, I would...
I was in a similiar boat as you just 3 1/2 years ago. Tough to decide the path of least resistance. Bitting the bullet and doing the ABSN was one of the best choices in my life! You will pay for it up...