I am writing this somewhat heavy-hearted because what I felt needed to be done did not feel good, but needed to be said... If anyone can relate, I'd love to hear from you.
Recently, a patient I cared for passed away and I feel this death may have been preventable, or at least foreseen. An unfortunate series of events occurred with abnormals reported to the physician and a very non-aggressive approach was taken. This was the last straw for me and the action I've taken since is not a retaliatory effort.
I have noticed this physician write "notes" documenting the heart and lungs were auscultated in his patients, but while present in the room, I've never witnessed the stethoscope touch the patient. This is not the case with ALL the patients, just some. This doctor does not communicate much with nursing staff and disregards information others might find critical and gives no explanation so...I find myself referring to his notes to help piece together his idea of the presenting patient's clinical picture. After doing so, I've realized he has documented an assessment he did not do. I reported this.
As much as I think the physician is a nice guy and pleasant enough, that is no excuse for skimping on patient care. It's difficult to hear patients tell me "I just love Dr. So-and-So. He is just wonderful!" And while he can be, what he does from time to time, is not wonderful - it's dangerous. I can't shake what I know goes on on my side of the bed from my head.
Maybe it is a lie from the enemy to make me feel guilty about my decision to report this doctor. It's just unfortunate that while this greatly respected man goes about his business, I feel I have stabbed him in the back. However, I know, in reality, no one makes him practice the way he does. I almost wish I didn't know what I do so that it can stop eating at me.
Has anyone come across this issue or something similar? This is extremely sensitive and unethical and I realize, a very serious accusation. However, I can not ignore it.
-- Torn