I am at the very beginning of my nursing school (still working on pre-reqs) and I am already worried sick. Since reading the majority of these posts it seems that I am justified in my terror.
My friends and family seem to be confident in my ability to handle not only schooling but the overload of stress none of us can even comprehend at this point. But, in reality. I have been diagnosed with Bipolar II disorder for the past ten years. As a matter of fact, I have been receiving disability for said Bipolar.
I have a three year old daughter that I want to give as much as I possibly can to. Financially and Emotionally. I feel like I am committed to school, I feel like it will require an enormous amount of effort on my part that I am willing to take on.
But I am not a dillusional optimist. If the average intelligent woman who doesn't suffer from any diagnosed mental disorder wants to walk out before a solid year on a med-surg unit. Is there no hope for me at all?
My mother went through Hospice care. And I was fortunate enough to be there with her throughout. I dont know what the nurses did behind the scenes, but there with her they were all angels and eventually I would like to be a part of the strength that helps people at the end stages of life.
I am definitely caring and compassionate but I feel that perhaps in these times that might actually be a downfall for a nurse and the ones that do succeed are the coldhearded unbreakable types. I hope in time I will learn to be less sensitive and thicker skinned but even so, I will still be bipolar.
The bottom line is, I need to earn a good living wage, I need to provide a good life for my only child. I need to overcome the obstacles that God has given me. But at the same time, I have to be realistic and take care of myself and my own sheer sanity. How possible is it for an RN in a hospital setting to work part time? Approximately 30 hours a week? Is it absolutely unheard of? I live in Michigan. Every post in the paper is for an RN.
At this point, there is a three year waiting period for clinicals at Mott Community College, so in the meantime I could get an associates in a completely different degree to fall back on. My heart is telling me nursing. I know there is no crystal ball, I'm just looking for input.
I am at the very beginning of my nursing school (still working on pre-reqs) and I am already worried sick. Since reading the majority of these posts it seems that I am justified in my terror.
My friends and family seem to be confident in my ability to handle not only schooling but the overload of stress none of us can even comprehend at this point. But, in reality. I have been diagnosed with Bipolar II disorder for the past ten years. As a matter of fact, I have been receiving disability for said Bipolar.
I have a three year old daughter that I want to give as much as I possibly can to. Financially and Emotionally. I feel like I am committed to school, I feel like it will require an enormous amount of effort on my part that I am willing to take on.
But I am not a dillusional optimist. If the average intelligent woman who doesn't suffer from any diagnosed mental disorder wants to walk out before a solid year on a med-surg unit. Is there no hope for me at all?
My mother went through Hospice care. And I was fortunate enough to be there with her throughout. I dont know what the nurses did behind the scenes, but there with her they were all angels and eventually I would like to be a part of the strength that helps people at the end stages of life.
I am definitely caring and compassionate but I feel that perhaps in these times that might actually be a downfall for a nurse and the ones that do succeed are the coldhearded unbreakable types. I hope in time I will learn to be less sensitive and thicker skinned but even so, I will still be bipolar.
The bottom line is, I need to earn a good living wage, I need to provide a good life for my only child. I need to overcome the obstacles that God has given me. But at the same time, I have to be realistic and take care of myself and my own sheer sanity. How possible is it for an RN in a hospital setting to work part time? Approximately 30 hours a week? Is it absolutely unheard of? I live in Michigan. Every post in the paper is for an RN.
At this point, there is a three year waiting period for clinicals at Mott Community College, so in the meantime I could get an associates in a completely different degree to fall back on. My heart is telling me nursing. I know there is no crystal ball, I'm just looking for input.
Thank you for listening.