Hi everyone! I am a new nurse and started a new job at a nursing home. I lasted 2 months and 3 weeks. It was the most awful place ever. I cried when I got home, I am not normally a crying person and was very anxious all the time. I was blamed for missing narcotics (which I felt I was setup for being the new person). Most people that worked there openly said they hate it, people called off all the time, always short staffed because of that. I was put by myself and given 40 patients most nights. I felt unsafe, felt like I could not safely care for my patients and felt like I could lose my license because of this. Management acts like it is the best place ever and does not care about anything but money. They lie about everything. I ended up quitting over the phone after an awful midnight shift. I did not give 2 weeks notice, I felt my safety (and sanity) was more important. Fast forward to my last paycheck....I was paid minimum wage for my last 2 weeks. I called HR and she cheerfully told me that since I did not give 2 weeks notice, I forfit all of my 16 hours of vacation I earned, and I only get minimum wage. I was told I signed a paper and agreed to that (which I do not remember, but asked for it to be mailed to me). I was also told to sign a paper saying that I read and understood the handbook, which we were to read on our own time. I did not even complete my orientation 90 days, I feel like I deserve to have my nursing pay even though I did not give 2 weeks notice. I am still waiting on copies of papers I signed during the "missing narcotics" incident that I want to have so if a future job asks about this horrible job, I can show them what was going on. I feel like if I ever get another interview with a hospital, they will call this horrible place, and I will be portrayed as a bad nurse, or a narcotics thief. I am considering small claims court, or possibly a free lawyer consult to see what my options are. The more I look into this company, the more horrible things I am hearing about it. I would love to report this to someone, but who is going to listen to me, I will probably be seen as a disgruntled employee. Please help me! I worked my butt off for this place and tried so hard to take care of my patients the way I believe they should be taken care of. I am being treated horribly now and my requests for copies of paperwork are ignored. They owe me almost 1000$. I am so upset and feel like nobody cares or will listen. First nursing job = failure.....