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hello everyone.. so i am a new grad.. graduated may from nursing school and got a job at a hospital.. started orientation and i have no nursing experience before graduating except clinical experience and this is my second career. at first i was excited to start at the hospital since classroom orientation was so fun... it lasted for 2 weeks..... and made me feel i was going to learn so much since it is considered a "teaching hospital". i got hired for a medsurg unit where ratio is 1:7 or 1:8.. my first day, i observed and was trying to orient my self to the unit and see where things are.... second day.. i got 3 patients and gave meds on my own without supervision... until it became a habit that i did things without supervision and had to go back and forth to find my preceptor if i didnt know how to do something.. my patient load had increased by week two.. and i got 4 patients. my manager was pushing me to do more patients but just couldnt do it since im not so confident. preceptors are saying im too slow with giving medications but im still learning and said i ask stupid questions. but how am i supposed to learn if i dont ask questions??? manager isnt supportive at all and wants me to have more patients.. i am going crazy in this place!! please give me your feedback