So for those of you who don't know me, I am the one who couldn't decide between social work and nursing, but want to go into nursing, I am just so scared. So after much support on this site, I have decided to go forward, follow my dream and go to nursing school. Now, I have been reading posts on the "first year nurses" forum, and I can't believe what I am reading. It sounds so scary, and I am reading all these horror stories and I just don't think I can do this. My husband just walked in the room and said "Lin, what's wrong" and I said, "joe, I don't think I can do nursing, it just looks and sounds too hard". I am crushed, because I think I finally realized I have been kidding myself, I can't be a nurse. How do you guys do it? Is nursing really as hard as I am thinking it is? I mean, please take a moment, consider where I am at in my life, 33 year old stay at home mom who is returning to school. Now, go to the first year nursing forum and read some posts...they are downright scary. I wish I was some of you's, who are already nurses and loving it. I feel scared and defeated.