I completed my contract about a week ago. It was a 2 year contract. I told myself when I finished that I would do my best to try and help others feel less afraid/overwhelmed since that's how I felt, especially in the beginning. If anyone has a questions about my contract or program, how I got into monitoring, some of the stuff we aren't "supposed" to know about or discuss…….or if you just need advice or a place to vent/vocalize frustrations, please reply here or if you need to reach out privately we could do that too.
It's surreal to be finally finished. The biggest thing I feel now besides relief is actually very mild anxiety/gloom. I keep thinking I'm forgetting to do something. It's very hard to be fully relaxed since I'm just thinking over and over "What am I supposed to be doing that I am neglecting to care of". The way I feeling is similar to the ones you get when you don't wake up to your alarm, missed an appointment, left your grocery list at home, made plans on a day you already had plans.
I took a medication from an expired prescription, it was my own RX .... Ended up having a new onset seizure at work (unrelated to the RX I took)…. Got drug tested by my employer and fired due to it being positive for a schedule 2 drug..... even though it was mine because it was expired by like a year or so I got put into the program.
PsychRNXXX, BSN
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Wow that seems harsh. Jesus