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Help! I've only been a nurse for a month and a half.
Last two nights I've worked 12 hours (supposed to be 8) that's not the big deal though.
First I had 7 patients alone....won't even go into the hell that was.
Then tonight I had 6 but 5 were on insulin, and one of them was a every hour 20 units of insulin.
That isn't to mention the wet to dry dressings, pegs, brain surgery, and other various and sundrie items.
Not only that but this antiquated hospital still only does handwritten documentation. No computers.
I dissolved into tears. Don't know if I can do this!
YES, I DID ask help. But we have nurses who have 9 pts. They have their own share of problems.
Did you ever feel like you'd freak out????
Did you ever feel too dumb to do this????
Tell me I can make it, or not. Got ANY solutions?
Is my life long dream to be a nurse just a pipe dream?
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sask, i'm sure you feel as though you are being attacked, i think you are probably a very nice person. however, nice people have lapses in judgement too.there is no room for ego in healthcare. when ego or even just plain inexperienced judgement gets in the way, people get hurt. we learn critical thinking skills early in our nursing training. 13 patients for a new grad is too many for a seasoned nurse, let alone a new one. where did i come upon this 'truth' you may ask? i chatted with some friends that, between them, have over a century of experience in healthcare. one of which has 10 years med surg and 20 years ccu experience. to quote this nurse, "that person may believe they gave adequate care, but i would stake my 30 years that was not the case. the amount of charting required alone would preclude adequate care."
you mentioned that you ran your butt off. i believe you. i think someone could run their butt off just to toilet 13 people on a shift, let alone provide sufficient care. those days will follow you forever, too. heaven forbid should one of those 13 patients get the notion that they had some ill effect during that hospital stay. i can't even fathom trying to defend your assignment in a court of law. you would be chewed up and spit out, and lose your license besides.
i remember reading some research last year about how nurses handle conflict. the number one method used by staff nurses cited by 4 separate studies was avoidance. avoiding the problem doesn't mean that there isn't one. we don't have to be 'nice girls' or 'boys' and accept whatever management throws at us. we need to stop passively accepting this type of treatment. we need to speak out when someone accepts an unsafe assignment.
a friend of mine once said, "there are no supernurses, just superegos'. i think she's right. :)
i wish you the best in your career.
well said indeed! sask, i come here as a nurse of 20 years, 15 of which have been critical care. i totally agree with this last post, but also want to add that as an er nurse, i have seen patients crash sooooooo fast. unbelievable to say that you can give adequate nursing care to that many patients at once, much less total care to that many. please re-read your post. you came off as trying to make this new grad feel inadequate. in reality you only looked egotistical. all caring nurses take pride in their nursing care and ability. you do not have to make someone look inferior to make yourself appear as super nurse. it is time that nursing stops eating their young! good luck to you. hope you would never again be put in that staffing nightmare!
It is good that you realize the problem is with them, not you. Pull out your nurse practice act for your state (or go to the web if it is there) and there should be a part that outlines what new grads can and cannot do. I am in Texas , planning to graduate in May and will be taking it with me. I have worked too hard to get here to have a bad outcome for a patient or myself because of bad policies. Good luck!
Help! I've only been a nurse for a month and a half.Last two nights I've worked 12 hours (supposed to be 8) that's not the big deal though.
First I had 7 patients alone....won't even go into the hell that was.
Then tonight I had 6 but 5 were on insulin, and one of them was a every hour 20 units of insulin.
That isn't to mention the wet to dry dressings, pegs, brain surgery, and other various and sundrie items.
Not only that but this antiquated hospital still only does handwritten documentation. No computers.
I dissolved into tears. Don't know if I can do this!
YES, I DID ask help. But we have nurses who have 9 pts. They have their own share of problems.
Did you ever feel like you'd freak out????
Did you ever feel too dumb to do this????
Tell me I can make it, or not. Got ANY solutions?
Is my life long dream to be a nurse just a pipe dream?
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi. I am a new nurse, too (4 months). Your feeling of overwhelm is pretty much universal from what I've heard from other new nurses. That feeling will be there just because everything is so unfamiliar. On top of that, you have an absurd patient load. Since your fellow nurses are also swamped, the suggestions of talking to the manager is imperative. If you don't get any result from that, look elsewhere. Nurses are in demand. Ask questions of potential employeres to help you find out what the working conditions will be once you start. (Do the nurses already working there look/act happy?)
Since being a nurse is a life long dream, hang in there for a workable situation. I'm sure you'll do well.
WHOA........hold the phone!! You mean you're fresh out of nursing school and you haven't had at LEAST 3 months of orientation??!! That's crazy.....a decent employer doesn't throw a brand-new nurse to the wolves like that
After reading through all of these posts mentioning length of orientation, I'm starting to get FREAKED out over mine!!! I have 3 weeks of being with a preceptor and then I'm on my own (provided I pass boards, of course). The reason I have such a short preceptorship is because I've been working as an Apprentice Nurse for 8 months. I am paired up with a nurse and take the patients as though they were my own. I assess, chart, provide care, and give any NG/OG, SQ, IM meds (am not allowed to administer IV meds). I just starting taking 2 patients about a month ago and am shocked at how adding just one more patient can take up so much more time than one (I work in the ICU where it's 1:2).
So hearing this, should I still have a longer orientation??? I'm kinda worried now. I know the grads from last year were the first to go through our Apprentice Program and they got 3 weeks as well. They seem to be doing fine, but were a bit overwhelmed in the beginning. You are assigned patients (the "less" ill ones) and don't take traumas for a few months. But it's still a scary thought that I will be given 3 weeks as opposed to someone who has not been an AN getting 12 weeks (the standard orientation in our ICU).
Melanie
Hi Melanie
Flying solo is going to be a lot different then being an apprentice although you do have a big advantage over most new grads.
The IV meds you give are not like those on a floor. Lives can be lost by a mcg.
Do not allow anyone to rush you. Remember it takes years to become accustomed to being a unit nurse(People who say they are comfortable as unit nurses worry me. If they are too confident someone is going to get hurt.)
I still hold my breath whenever I push Covert.
I love the CCU. I have been a preceptor for four years and the best nurses(and most trustworthy) are those who are able to say I am not ready.
That is one thing my preceptor keeps telling me: it's good I'm nervous, scared, apprehensive about becoming a "real nurse". She says she's glad I ask a lot of questions, especially when it comes to orders that just don't sound right or look right. I've caught several mistakes just by questioning something. I ask a LOT of questions and I don't think I will ever be "comfortable" in the ICU. But that's a good thing I think. One of my preceptors has been nursing for 22 year and most of those have been in critical care. She says that even after all the years she's been nursing, she doesn't walk around thinking or feeling she knows everything. She says it's good to have some element of "fear", especially in an environment like the ICU.
I have a couple of classmates who have been acting like they are "super nurse" since the first semester of school They don't like to ask questions and will just assume they know the answer or will "wing it". Those kind of nurses scare me. They are like that in class as well....always the first one with their hand up, always the first one to announce that they got the highest grade on the exams.
I will be the first to admit that graduating scares the hell outta me because it means I will be the one responsible for these patients, not my preceptor. After that 3 weeks of orientation, it will be all me. Thank God that I work with a group of GREAT nurses are really, really helpful to the new grads. They are quick to jump in and answer questions, offer a helping hand, etc. I am not sure I would feel that way about other areas of the hospital that I've done my clinicals in. I know I will be working with a great group of nurses and that makes it a little easier to fathom!
Melanie
I don't want to come off as being cold, but when I graduated, I was able to do total care on 13 acute patients. Is seven bad?If you're having a hard time, I think you should definitely speak with your manager. It is part of professional responsibility and accountability, IMHO.
Hang in there, you'll be ok! :)
Yes, you are being cold. You can't always judge somebody else by your experience. Situations are different. If the nurse says she's having a hard time, then SHE'S HAVING A HARD TIME.
Hi. I am a new nurse, too (4 months). Your feeling of overwhelm is pretty much universal from what I've heard from other new nurses. That feeling will be there just because everything is so unfamiliar. On top of that, you have an absurd patient load. Since your fellow nurses are also swamped, the suggestions of talking to the manager is imperative. If you don't get any result from that, look elsewhere. Nurses are in demand. Ask questions of potential employeres to help you find out what the working conditions will be once you start. (Do the nurses already working there look/act happy?)Since being a nurse is a life long dream, hang in there for a workable situation. I'm sure you'll do well.
As a nursing supervisor in community care, I once found myself in charge of over a 100 clients with only one nurse to help. I thought I was doing a very great job of keeping every thing under control until the State Auditors came in. Everyone got their medication, and no one died - but attention to labs and test results, follow up appointments, specialty clinics etc. had all gone by the wayside. Sometims we take on too much and kid ourselves that we are able to manage. We have to learn to say NO, NO.
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I am at a loss as to how that charge nurse could have said you gave the Morphine when she would have had to take it out under her name. I hope (even though you resigned) that you followed up on that. What happened?