Not getting any feedback from my preceptor...
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Hi everyone,
Well I'm on week five of my orientation on a busy med/surg floor. I have two more weeks to go. This was my first week on my regular night shift. While I like night shift so much more then days just for the fact that I can keep up with the charts and pts, I still feel overwhelmed. My biggest problem is that I haven't gotten any feedback from any of my preceptors or nurse educator. We are supposed to be doing weekly evals, but everyone is too busy to sit down with me. I've even offered to stay late to have a sit down, but that's not happening. It's just that the floor is so busy that no one has time for things.
I guess the kicker for me was my last day on day shift. I had worked with this one particular preceptor for 4 weeks. Towards the end I was taking 6 pts, being primary on them and minding on my preceptors two pts as well. The last day I was kind of sinking, but I managed to tread there until the end and was maybe 5 minutes over. When I got to the break room I found that she had just left and didn't say anything to me. Not a hey good luck on nights or anything. I hope it doesn't sound like I'm whining, but I'm going to be on my own in 2 weeks and no one has said hey you need to work on this, or you are doing well with this.
It's not that I haven't asked or went to my nurse manager for input. But things get busy and meetings I set up go by the wayside. I'm just frustrated I guess. I know there are things that I need to work on, like organizational skills and being more comfortable with the docs. I almost had a panic attack last night when I needed to call and get an order for nausea meds. I've just never called a doc at 3am before. But I made it through.
I guess I feel like I've been left to my own devices completly. I just really need someone to tell me how I'm doing. I'm just so tired of the it's going to take you a year to feel comfortable. I understand that completly. I just want to know how I compare to other new grads and what I need to work on. Is that too much to ask?
I feel like my nurse educator is upset with me because I haven't taken the whole team yet. I did happen to run into her this morning and she asked me what I did last night. It was my second night and I was working with a nurse who had never had an orientee. We had 10pts with 2 discharges and 2 admissions. Well I told her that we kind of worked together I didn't have a designated number of pts, but I give all the IV meds, did 7 of the 10 assessments, 1.5 of the admissions, both discharges, all the chart checks, all calls to the docs, taped the entire report, and anything else that came up. The only thing she said was well so you weren't actually team leader. That's all the feedback I got. I said no, but I did do all that I just told you. And her only response was you really need to be the team leader. I just wanted to scream and tell her then to put me with a preceptor who would feel comfortable handing the reins over. Next week I guess the normal preceptor is coming back from vacation.
Oh well. I've just had some rough shifts and am feeling sorry for myself I guess. I'm sorry for the vent I just needed to get it out. Thanks for listening. ~B