I just need to vent and see if I'm the only newly licensed nurse that has been made to feel like a complete Idiot by their superior nurses.
I graduated LPN school in December as valedictorian of my class. I passed my boards with the minimum number of questions. Prior to becoming an LPN, I worked as a Medical Assistant for 14 years.
I just came off of orientation at my new facility. I work midnights and there are a lot of challenging nights for us with the sun-downers etc. It usually seems happen that once one starts climbing out of bed, they ALL do and the 2 LPNs and 1 RN on duty quickly feel overwhelmed with chasing residents back to bed or doing one-to-ones and/or filling out incident reports on top of our "normal" duties for the night.
I can understand that when a resident has already fallen out of bed and possibly injured themselves and needs sent out to the hospital, the last thing the RN wants to hear is the other LPN report to that she has another sour resident. HOWEVER, if this were to happen, for the RN to brush that LPN off and tell her she is mistaken in her assessment findings makes that newly licensed LPN feel so stupid and doubt herself!
I had a non-verbal patient that is completely bed ridden and contracted in all 4 limbs. The previous shift reported that he was running a low-grade temp off and on but seemed okay. So I go in and check his temp which is normal, and decide that something might be brewing with him so I better look into it...I do a quick listen to the lungs and hear wheezes bilaterally. Then I notice a rash on him. It was not an obvious, blazing rash, but the rash was on the majority of his body. Thinking to start with the simple, I remove the extra blankets from his bed in hopes it is heat rash. Then I take my findings to the RN.
When my RN follows up with her assessment on it about an hour later, she comes back and reports no wheezes, no rash. "humpf, well, maybe I'm stupid and don't know my lung sounds, and guess it was just heat rash...but it was on his face and head too...?" so I promptly go back to his room to see for myself, and....I STILL SEE THE RASH ALL OVER, AND I STILL HEAR THE WHEEZES!
So I quietly sit down and decide to chart on it anyway to cover my butt, then I fill out an investigative report and put it in the ADON's mailbox for the morning. When I gave report to the oncomging shift, I informed them of MY findings and of the RN's findings.
When I came back on for my next shift that night, that resident had been sent out on daylight and admitted to the hospital with PNEUMONIA. I asked the RN that sent him out what made her send him and she said "He had a funky red rash all over him and he had wheezes and a low-grade temp so I just figured I better send him". Well, whadya know? Somebody else saw my mysterious rash?
This is not the first time this has happened to me and it isn't just with one RN supervisor! They all know I'm a "New Nurse" and I really feel like my assessment findings are not being counted on as accurate and it's making me MAD!!
When I report something and get fluffed off, I want to tell them "Look, I know I'm a newly licensed nurse, but I AM A LICENSED NURSE. SBON felt I have enough knowledge to provide safe NURSING CARE so please don't dismiss my assessment findings just because I'm new. I may not have seen and done it all yet, and I realize that you have been doing this for however many years, but maybe possibly at some point, we might cross something that you haven't seen in awhile and it isn't fresh in your head, but I just learned about it in my schooling and it's still in my memory bank so maybe I might catch it, and you might not--THAT'S OKAY!! We are supposed to be working together to provide high quality nursing care to every one of our residents. If you ignore my assessments and reports, that can't happen. I need to know you trust me as the nurse that I am!".
Being a Green Nurse stinks! But one thing is for sure, the next time I find something abnormal and my peers try to dismiss it "because I'm a new nurse" I'm not going to back down! I'm going to jump up and down and flap my arms and yell "Let's go assess the resident together because I'm sure I'm finding something that needs a second look!!!".
How could I let somebody make me doubt myself? A rash is a rash. It is either there or it isn't. I've listened to enough lung sounds by now to know wheezes now too. It would be kind of hard for somebody to say they see a rash and have it turn out that there isn't a rash so why did I let her let it go? I just need to stand up for myself and earn their trust.