New hospice nurse: Burned out!!!

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I HAVE BEEN A HOSPICE NURSE NOW FOR 10 MONTHS NOW AND IM FEELING COMPLETELY BURNED OUT. I HAVE CONSIDERED LEAVING MY JOB FOR THE LAST 2 MONTHS. THE PROBLEM WITH THIS IS THAT I LOVE HOSPICE. I LOVE THE FACT THAT I GET TO BE THE NURSE THAT I ALWAYS PICTURED IN MY HEAD. THE ONE THAT IS MORE THAN A DOER BUT ONE WHO IS A CRITICAL THINKER. I CONSIDER MYSELF A NEW NURSE AS I HAVE BEEN IN THE FIELD FOR 3 YEARS. I PREVIOUSLY WORKED ON An ONCOLOGY/MED-SURG FLOOR THAT WAS EXTREMELY SHORT-HANDED FOR OUR AREA, AND IT WOULD BE NOTHING TO COME IN AND HAVE 7 CANCER PATIENTS. WE ALL KNOW HOW MUCH ATTENTION A CANCER PATIENT NEEDS SO THIS LOAD WAS CRAZY TO ME. I LIKED WORKING IN THE HOSPITAL, BUT I FELT LIKE ALL I DID WAS FOLLOW ORDERS. I WAS NOT ACTIVELY BEING A NURSE I FELT. WITH HOSPICE I AM ALLOWED TO REALLY USE MY CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS. ANOTHER REASON WHY I WOULD HATE TO LEAVE IS THE AMOUNT OF KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAVE OBTAINED WHILE BEING ON MY JOB. I HAVE BECOME A MUCH BETER NURSE BECAUSE OF THE DAY TO DAY LEARNING THAT I RECIEVE ON MY JOB. I HAVE LEARNED MORE IN HOSPICE WITHIN 10 MONTHS THEN I DID IN 2 YEARS ON MY ONCOLOGY FLOOR. MY PROBLEM IS THAT I AM CONSTANTLY WORKING. I WAKEUP AND WORK AND I WORK WHEN I GET HOME. AS SOMEONE WHO HAS NEVER WORKED IN THE HOMECARE SETTING I FELT THAT I NEEDED ALOT OF ORIENTATION TO THE JOB ALTHOUGH THIS DID NOT HAPPEN. I SPENT 4 DAYS WITH A NURSE WHOS POSITION I WAS TAKING AS SHE WAS LEAVING TO TAKE ANOTHER JOB. I FELT MY ORIENTATION WAS RUSHED AND MY WORKLOAD WAS TO HEAVY TO FAST. I STARTED OFF WITH A FULL TEAM OF PATIENT AT 13. I KNOW IN HOSPICE NO ONE HAS THE TIME TO MICROMANAGE YOU BUT I DID NEED TO BE MANAGED. THE MANAGER WHO I HAD AT THE TIME WHO I ADORED WAS UNABLE TO HELP ME DUE TO THE FACT THAT SHE WAS OVERWORKED. I RELIED HEAVILY ON MY SISTER WHO WORKED FOR THE COMPANY AS A PATIENT CARE MANAGER AND A CASE MANAGER FOR 10 YEARS. SHE LEFT AFTER 2 MONTHS OF ME BEING AT THE COMPANY BUT SHE WAS BASICALLY MY MANAGER WHO I COULD CALL ON WHILE OUT IN THE FEILD IF I HAD QUESTIONS WHICH I HAD ALOT OF. I WAS GIVEN NO RESOURSES WHICH MADE A DIFFICULT JOB EVEN MORE DIFFICULT. TO TOP IT OFF AFTER BEING THERE FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS STATE CAME!!!!! DURING THIS VISIT MY COMPANY WAS CHEWED UP AND SPIT OUT ON THERE DOCUMENTATION AND WAS LEFT WITH 30 DAYS TO GET IT TOGETHER BEFORE THEY CAME BACK. WELL THIS SET OFF A CHAIN OF EVENTS WHICH INCLUDED 2-3 MEETINGS REGARDING CHANGES A WEEK(ALONG WITH IDG), DAILY AUDITS, POLICY CHANGES, AND INSERVICES. DURING THIS TIME I STILL HAD TO FIND A WAY TO SEE ALL MY PATIENT HAS PRN HELP WAS UNAVAILABLE. NOW THAT STATE HAS COME BACK AND EVERYTHING TURNED OUT FINE I AM STILL LEFT IN THE SAME WORE OUT CONDITION. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I DEAL DAILY WITH ATTITUDES WHEN YOU HAVE QUESTIONS. I DEAL WITH MANAGERS WHO TALK TO YOU LIKE IN THERE MIND THEY ARE SAYING " OH WHY DONT YOU KNOW HOW TO DO THAT YOU BEEN HERE FOR 10 MONTHS". I WAS NEVER EVEN TAUGHT HOW TO DO AN ADMIT BUT WAS SENT OUT TO DO AN ADMIT AND WHEN QUESTIONS AROSE FROM ME I WAS TOLD THAT ITS PRETTY SELF EXPLAINATORY. AS ALL HOSPICE NURSES SHOULD KNOW, WHEN YOU ARE A NEW HOSPICE NURSE NOTHING IS SELF EXPLAINITORY. I REALLY JUST DONT KNOWN WHAT TO DO AS I LOVE THE JOB AND MY PATIENTS AND FAMILIES DEARLY AS I HAVE GONE THROUGH MUCH WITH THEM AND THEY HAVE HUNG IN THERE WITH ME WITH NO COMPLAINTS AS I LEARNED AS I GO. I HAVE DISCUSSED THESE ISSUES WITH MY DOC AFTER SHE CAME TO ME TO ASK WHY I WAS SO BEHIND. I LET HER KNOW THAT I HAVE EXPRESSED THAT I NEEDED HELP SEVERAL TIMES WHILE OUT IN THE FEILD AND HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT THIS PERSON IS OFF AND THAT THIS PERSON IS OFF AND THAT YOUR PRETTY MUCH JUST ARE GOING TO HAVE TO HANDLE IT. I KNOW THAT TIME MANAGEMENT HAS BEEN AN ISSUE WITH ME AND I AM RESOLVING THAT WITH MANY TIPS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM THIS SITE AND COWORKERS. BUT I FEEL THAT IT IS SO MUCH MORE TO IT THEN THAT. I FEEL LIKE I HAVENT BEEN GIVEN THE TOOLS TO SUCCEED AND IM STRUGGLING TO STAY IN A JOB THAT LOVE. IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTION ON HOW TO PROCEED PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I AM SO ON THE FENCE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT MY RUSHING AND SITUATION CAN POTENTIALLY PUT MY PATIENTS IN A BAD SITUATION WHICH I REFUSED TO DO. SO PLEASE HELP A STRUGGLING HOSPICE NURSE IF YOU CAN. THANK YOU!!!!

I critically think EVERY day!!! We are alone in the field and have to think on our feet. Hospice is not just pain control. We manage and treat a lot of symptoms. We also manage family dynamics. All of which take critical thinking!!

Exactly I have learned more in hospice and have done more critical thinking and have actually had the opportunity to apply it in hospice. I feel like if you have no helpful suggestions then please shut up. Thanks!!!

Thank you all who had helpful suggestions. To those worried about my formatting if you have no helpful tips then beat it. I turned off my caps just for you.

Specializes in LTC, Hospice, Case Management.
Thank you all who had helpful suggestions. To those worried about my formatting if you have no helpful tips then beat it. I turned off my caps just for you.

Yikes, you will find many highly talented and well seasoned nurses on this site that are always more than willing to offer a helpful suggestion or support. My helpful tip is to show respect and act like a professional. You received several replies with an honest desire to offer support but your OP is very difficult to read due to the formatting. If you honestly want help then fix it. If your trolling to pick a fight...beat it

Oh im sorry was I referring to you. No I was not. If you could read you would know that my post was not answered in a nice respectful way by many. Including people trying to imply that critical thinking is not needed in hospice. I see that you have no problem with those who are rude with someone who was asking for assistance. Also if it is very difficult to read then type that do not try to be rude about it. When someone has asked for help and the first thing you see is someone being rude then you can talk to me. If I was trolling for a fight I promise you I would have probably said a lot more then beat it. So if you honestly can not read it then don't. Thanks and have a nice day.

Hospice nurses are special and if you love doing it then keep on doing it. You will need to either go to the company and let them know how you feel or you may need to go to a different company. If you didn't have proper training you are putting your patients AND your license on the line. You worked WAY to hard to loose it because you did not get good training! Remind whoever does your training that you did not receive enough training to feel comfortable, you should not have to figure all these things on your own. I work at the VA hospital and when our Hospice unit was brand new so there were a lot of things that we all needed to learn but even through the "growing pains" of a new unit, we were always supported and given extra training if we needed it.

I worked with an RN that came from home care and she told all of us how much different it was. I can't imagine having 13 HOSPICE patients. I put in all caps because as you know, hospice pts are a different kind of patient to care for.

I get burned out too and sometimes sit in my car after work and cry like a baby because I lost a patient, or because I knew they would not be there when I got back the next day. You are human and it is all part of nursing. If there is a social worker or counselor on staff, maybe you could talk to them about how you are feeling. You deserve training and there is probably a policy that states how many hours a nurse is supposed to be oriented, I'd check that out. Don't risk your future by letting the company you are with get away with inadequate training! If the Co. does not want to provide it then I would move on. A good hospice nurse is hard to find and I am pretty confident after reading your post that you won't have any problems finding another job. Good Luck to you. If you have any other questions about hospice nursing I would be more than happy to help you out.

Thank you so much for the advice. I appreciate it very much. I have never posted on a site like this but due to me loving my job immensely I was willing to try anything. My brother always tells me there are plenty of other hospice jobs out there and I know that is true but I have built such an excellent professional relationship with my patients and my co-worker that I have not wanted to leave my company. I sent an email to the director of my site and our director of clinical management regarding my concerns and my cries for help being ignored and me not receiving the same assistance as others. At the time of me voicing my concerns I had a total of 18 pts. I was a mess. She understood where I was coming from and agreed that I was ill prepared and I am now going through one on one training and being provided with a lot of assistance from coworkers who have been giving me valuable information. I did not know how gratifying hospice was until I started this job. Now I can not see me doing anything else. If you have any helpful tips about time management, which was a big problem for me that would be awesome. Also if you have any documentation tips that would save me some time and still be appropriate and paint the picture of the patient that would be great. As we both know documentation is everything in hospice and determines everything. I was writing an entire book for notes per my manager which is not realistic however I am very thorough with documentation and sometimes a bit wordy. Really any hospice tips would be greatly appreciated as this is new to me along with nursing in general. Once again thank you very much for your genuine concern and helpful advice.

Specializes in Hospice.

Time management can be difficult. You can plan your week, but it won't turn out that way! One thing I do is front-load my week. I plan to get almost all of my visits done in the first three days of the week. I know it won't happen, but if I plan for 4 visits on Friday, I know I might end up with 8. As I plan my week, I try to cluster visits geographically. I also think about which visits should be pretty straightforward (patient is stable, not much in the way of education needs, etc) and which will likely take more time. I think about which visits can be moved to later in week if something comes up and which can't. Having this information in my mind helps me change plans as I go and still be sure patient needs are being met. I'm constantly reviewing my schedule to check my progress and any changes I've had to make. If I have a CC or GIP patient, I see them first. I know they can take more time and I want get them taken care of. Most of time, if something else comes up with them after the visit, I can handle it by phone. It's tough to get time managed well in hospice, it takes time and practice. Use the frustrations with time management to learn. It will get easier.

As for documentation, that takes practice too. Remember to document decline. For example, on admission patient ambulated with rolling walker, now confined to wheelchair. Also, you don't need to write a narrative for every system. Focus on what is an issue for that particular patient. For example, if you have a CHF patient, what is their b/p, hr, heart rhythm, do they have edema, is it better/worse/the same, are they on oxygen, are they compliant with meds, what education did they need, etc. For us, the assessment is mostly checking boxes and imputing certain stats like vital signs, last BM, Diet and % eaten, pain rating, that sort of thing. The narrative itself doesn't need to be long, just focus on the reason for the visit or the particular issues for that patient.

Specializes in currently, hospice.
I'm trying to think of CRITICAL skills needed for hospice. Pain and anxiety management is all; patients are not being medically treated.

You are misinformed. We treat much more than anxiety, restlessness, dyspnea, nausea, and constipation. We still treat medically, just not toward a cure of their admitting diagnosis. We treat infections, wounds, and have to perform differential diagnoses when symptoms erupt, or are intractable, etc, and we educate patients and families in creative ways. Your post reminds me of something I heard from a L&D nurse who said hospice nurses don't even have to document like real nurses, "What's to say? 'Not dead yet.'"

To OP, yes, it is very hard. I am a hospice RN Case Manager, and I usually start reading after hours notes around 7:15 am while the coffee is brewing, then decide who gets seen when. It's a rare day that I'm completely done with visits, phone calls, documentation, team collaboration, etc by 8 pm. Five days a week. And yes, I am salaried. I'm in a rare company with no call, no weekends, few holidays. It is hard when you start. Patricia Benner reminds us that it takes a year to stop being a novice, around 5 to become an expert. Moving from one nursing specialty to another puts you back in the novice category. I'm sorry you are not getting what you need from management, but honestly, I can't immediately recall when that ever happened in my nursing career. But for me, this is the best kind of nursing there is. I hope you can find a mentor or two among your colleagues. In hospice, my coworkers provided the most education and support. Not management. But I have also realized that my managers were over their heads in work and were often suffering the same learning angst in their positions that I was. I hope you find the support you need.

Specializes in Hospice.

I've been a hospice nurse for what feels like forever ( I did leave for a short time a few years back...while I was a hospice nurse, my mom became a hospice patient and though my coworkers were wonderful -- not only in their assisting me with her care , but as friends...I was only able to continue for about a year after she died. I needed a break). Time management is crucial in any home based nursing, but especially hospice. As others have stated, you can plan your day but we know what they say about best laid plans . No one dies on a schedule, so you just never know how your day is actually going to play out. The poster that stated to front load your week was spot on. I do that every week in hopes of gaining some ground by midweek. I also rely very heavily in point of care documentation. I know many will say this is impossible, but I do it regularly. When my day is done, I do not want to spend hours charting at home . My folks are used to seeing that computer come out so I can document changes as I talk with them. I assess and then sit down and document as much as I can while chatting with them. I do not chart and ignore them, but it can be worked into your visit. Anything left over is often done sitting in my car before I head to the next house. I just had 6 folks die over the course of 10 days...but my case management census had been at 24 which is a boatload of folks. My days don't always end at 4:30 but the bulk, if not all, of my charting is done when I get home. You don't need to write a novel. Learn to be concise and to the point...it's about accuracy, not about the number of words. You are still early in your hospice career and will learn lots of new trick to help along the way. As discouraged as you sound, don't let this get the best of you. Hang in there. It sounds as though you certainly have a hospice heart..the rest will come. Best of luck.

I'm trying to think of CRITICAL skills needed for hospice. Pain and anxiety management is all; patients are not being medically treated.

I am not sure you understand the work of a home hospice or hospice facility nurse - it is very complex and requires a lot of critical thinking. The skills needed to be successful are very specific.

OP: I left home hospice because the agency was burning out the staff. Since all agencies in the area are doing the same without consideration, it has led to a shortage of home hospice nurses in the area. Managers make promises of a certain amount of visits to perform per day but once oriented, try to force people to pick up "extra" or constantly call them for "extra" visits or "emergencies". In addition, some agencies require poorly paid on call.

It was important for me to stick with some basic boundaries while working hospice and not to give in to the pressure of always doing more as I do have a life besides work...

You can look around in your area and see what other agencies offer - make sure to ask about productivity and on call expectation. Because of the shortage I have seen some really good job offers lately including pensions (!), lots time off, and really great benefits! With some experience you can also see if you would qualify to sit for the CHPN cert, which would give you more leverage.

I now work in a hospital though I really liked working in the community.

I agree with Nutella. Many hospice nurses burn out because their hospice is poorly run and poorly managed. I would definitely look for another agency, or consider part-time or on call (talk about using your critical thinking skills, you definitely will do that on call). If you love hospice, don't give up.

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