New cna and stuggling

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I'm a very new cna and I got a job where I did my clinicals, a nursing home. When I was in my clinicals I loved it, but that was because I was only working a few hours and with a partner.

Now, working 8 hours, responsible for people, I hate it. I'm having panic attacks just thinking about going into work. It's hard hard work and I knew that going in but I guess I just didn't realize HOW hard it was.

I guess my question is: if I was working as a cna in a hospital, would I like it better? Would it be easier on me? I don't want to sound lazy or anything, but this is my first real job and its hardddd. Or could I work as a cna as a receptionist at a dr's office?

Does anyone have advice for me?

Thanks so much

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And I think I mean its the physical part of the job that's really hard, and also how sad it is these people live normal lives like us then end up with dementia and broken bodies :(

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I feel LTC is the hardest job for a CNA. Other places might not be as hard, and you could still have your CNA job. For the hospitals I think it would depend on the unit you would be put on. Sometimes if it is a busy unit it still can be hard work and stressful. Other places like Home Care, some Rehab, Retirment Homes can be a lot less stressful, and not so high paced as LTC, and you might see that you could enjoy your job a lot better. Everyone is different in what they can handle and what fits for them. You just have to find what the right nitch is for you.

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I think you will find that with any new job there is a phase of reality shock and a lack of confidence. But try to stick with it, do your best, and emulate those around you that have a handle on the situation and provide excellent care and things will start to come together. I'd say give it at least 12 to 18 months before you make a judgement, especially if this is your first experience with patient care.

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Specializes in Critical Care.

I felt the same way when I started out. I worked at a LTC and it was the same...I felt great during clinicals...but then after it was chaotic and I nearly cried every other night. I couldn't understand how the veteran CNA's got all their patients fed/in bed on time while I was so far behind.

I worked at a hosp as a pct, and the difference is night and day. The majority of the time the families are in with the patient and they aren't TOTALLY dependent of you. You are more relaxed *depending what unit you work* You also get more experience in specialty units *if you are furthering your career as a nurse ...thats a huge plus!*

long story short...if you can land a job at a hosp...do it. :)

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You are new, you need to get comfortable in your new position. Give yourself some time, it is very normal to feel nervous/anxious. As you get into your own routine you will feel more at ease. It is tough work. If you really think its because of the type of work then CNA may not be for you. You can try to apply for receptionist jobs, but if you aren't trained as a medical secretary they may not want you. Good luck. I personally like working the hospital a lot more, but the hospitals near me will not even consider you if you don't have any experience.

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Specializes in Geriatrics.

Aw, this post sounds JUST like me when I first started working as a CNA. The job is extremely stressful when you first start out. For me, the biggest problem was time management -- having so many people to care for in an extremely limited amount of time, especially if you were working short-staffed. From what I could tell, though, it's just a matter of time and experience -- toughing it out until you get better and faster at it. Get a routine down, learn tips and tricks on dealing with the residents, etc. I wish you good luck and hope things get better for you :) I'm still a relatively new CNA myself... been working as one for about 5 months now, worked in LTC for about 3 weeks, then worked in a group home for a little while, and it looks like I'll be going back to LTC starting next week... I'm both looking forward to it and dreading it.

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Aw, this post sounds JUST like me when I first started working as a CNA. The job is extremely stressful when you first start out. For me, the biggest problem was time management -- having so many people to care for in an extremely limited amount of time, especially if you were working short-staffed. From what I could tell, though, it's just a matter of time and experience -- toughing it out until you get better and faster at it. Get a routine down, learn tips and tricks on dealing with the residents, etc. I wish you good luck and hope things get better for you :) I'm still a relatively new CNA myself... been working as one for about 5 months now, worked in LTC for about 3 weeks, then worked in a group home for a little while, and it looks like I'll be going back to LTC starting next week... I'm both looking forward to it and dreading it.

Oh turtle cat did you find a new job? I pray it goes well with you congrats!!

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Specializes in Acute Rehab, IMCU, ED, med-surg.

The first 3 months is very hard. LTC is brutal, and the learning curve is steep. But, persevere, and in time you will find your way. Once you have experience, consider a hospital CNA job. Your back will thank you!

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Thank you all for your encouragement! I interviewed today at an assisted living facility that is wayyy closer to home that the LTC facility I was at. I also passed my state test today! :) i think I am going to get the job :) but I will probably end up still working at the LTC place one or two days a month, whatever is required (am a casual employee) just to get my federal refund for my cna program

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Congrats on both a good interview, and passing your states test!! That is wonderful!

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