i might have M.S....

Hi all....Got my MRI results,and the neuro. wants to r/o M.S. or some other process !! ....It took every ounce of energy I could summon so as not to break down and weep... He sees multiple white plaques on the mri. Wants me to have a lumbar punture in his office. I asked him if I should start on some IV Aricept. He just laughed and thought i was kidding. I was not. I also have R.A.,Fibromyalgia and other things. I have been struggling with some memory difficulties,had a spontanous left foot drop that subsided on its own... Thank you, God.. Also, some balance issues,ringing ears,knees give out at times,irritability and this weird neurodermatitis that bleeds like crazy if I scratch it. I'm also kind of depressed already, as I was fired from my new "at will" job,after only 60 days. He said, "I wasn't working up to the job requirements". I have other theories. God,Are you there? it's kind of new to me .. I need to be strong for my beautiful 16 year old son,he knows nothing about the MRI or even that I saw the neuro.