Hi I am nursing student and I am sharing my lateral violence story and any advice would be greatly appreciated.
I started a nursing program and was bullied by my peers for not being competent enough and having as much medical experience as them. There were eye rolls, smirks, raised eyebrows against me and my weak points were pointed out by my peers during lab. My peers laughed at me and questioned my ability to be a nurse. A girl told me that girls wanted to see me fall on my face. However, I managed to pass my first semester and when I entered my second semester, there were shocked faces at me as if they couldn't believe that I had passed my classes.
However, the bullying just got worse. I was going through a divorce my second semester. Rumors, gossip, laughter at my divorce and lack of competence spread. So called friends pepped me up to stay and yet backstabbed me and refused to work with me when it came time to work on project. I think I was being sabotaged. They stated that they didn't want to help me and that I wasn't competent enough. When I took my leave, I was told that that cohort doesn't help people, no one cared that I was gone, and people walked into the class as if they were survival of the fittest.
Has anyone else experienced lateral violence or bullying in nursing school and cutthroat nursing environments? And how did you deal with it? I'm wondering whether I should go back to that school or not after my leave.