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Thought I'd see who else is waiting for "the letter"?? I applied to several programs and will take any of them!
Yay!!!!!! My classes start tomorrow!!!! I'm spazzing with excitement, anxiety, and I have a very terrible superiority complex I need to overcome that I hope is nipped in the bud sooner, rather than later. F***k taco vs trali, Allen's test, and Other such things... Lets relearn it all NCLEX style. Example: pt presents with CP. Grab cardiac markers first, then obtain EKG (not other way around like the real world). Woot! Bring it, Nursing school part 2/3!!
(Part 1: LPN, Part 2: ADN, part 3: BSN)
I'm having panic attacks as of late. Severe, emotional attacks. IU health doesn't want new ASN grads and says if u are an ASN, you must obtain a BSN within five years. In addition, IU has done away with evening shift differentials.
This past Thursday, St. Vincent has declared a mass lay off citing ACA and an unexpected lower # of procedures performed this year/last year and thus a severely depressed income.
That leaves Community and Wishard; both of which are expected to be rid of their evening shift diff at a later date as to follow the IU precedence- bc really: why would an employer continue to pay based upon an outdated 8 hour shift basis when most employees work 12 hours. By cutting the 3pm-11pm shift diff, the organization is saving hundreds of thousands of dollars. Now the 7a-7p shift earns base pay without diff, but the 7p-7a shift earns base pay for the first 4 hours and only getting a diff at the last 8 hrs, thus saving the organization insane money.
I am so worried that when I'm finally an RN, I will lose all opportunity to work in an environment of my choosing, make the money I expect, and be regarded as an RN with a lesser ability to "critically think".
Now most of this is not a rational fear (for myself since I'm of the last LPN generation to be hired by my hospital and thus WILL be hired as an ASN RN by my hospital per my managers), but among those new grads without experience as a nurse, I greatly dread and fear for what is to come. I am terrified to think of all those ASN RNs without experience being forced into LPN positions and the LPNs who will be denied positions bc the RN was hired in at an LPN rate while being forced to take more duty on board. Yes, with the market becoming exceedingly saturated with nurses it only makes sense that the LPNs be done away with, ASN RNs become new LPNs and BSN RNs take over all acute care environments. No longer will there be a difference based upon license, but rather upon degree.
I'm typing from my phone and this is becoming tedious. I have so much more to add but it is all my own personal fears, Fears expressed from an LPN getting an ASN in a hospital environment. I will only be an LPN but instead my tag will say ASN RN and now when ppl see me they will no longer ask, "what is an LPN?", they will ask " what is an ASN?" I'm still going to live in a shadow of inferiority until I obtain a BSN.
This inferiority complex is enough to drive one's self into a severe emotional depression.
Apersh
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Thanks chall138!! My acceptance letter came on Saturday! Good luck to you!!