Specializes in Tele/Interventional/Non-Invasive Cardiology.
I am a new grad NP who took a job as a cardiology NP for a smaller, private practice. My background has been both inpatient and outpatient cardiology for the past 6 years. But obviously this is a new role to which I need to acclimate. I have been here for 5 weeks so far and I really have my misgivings LOL. Not sure if I am crazy, if my experience is the norm or whatever. But this just doesn't seem right.
My first day, right as I walked in, I see mounds of papers on my desk. Patient studies, surgical clearances, device interrogation reports etc. The senior MA placed them there and said that the Dr. said to look them over. I have NEVER given surgical clearances. While I have given test results, the verbiage on these reports are vague and different. And I never really dealt with interrogation reports. And this is where it starts.
From the second day, I have been seeing patients in clinic by myself, with little to no guidance or oversight. Yes, my supervising MD is there, but he is also the owner, so he does business related stuff during clinic. He also comes late and schedules patients before he gets there and I am expected to see them. Even when he is there, I am told how to what to do, but I have no training or instructional time to develop my clinical judgment. At some point, I will expected to make these decisions autonomously, so I need to know the "why?"
Then I find out my credentialing for a local LTACH is complete and I am told I will start going there with another doctor in the practice. I get ONE afternoon and then I am told to go alone. These patients. are medically complex. The supervising MD is available by. phone, but not always right away. And when I do speak with him, his responses to me sound really condescending. Needless to say, of course, I've made a couple of mistakes like contradicting myself in a note and I missed an abnormal result on a study.
I take ownership and I felt awful. Conversely, it is my opinion that like medical errors, there are user (individual) issues and systems issues. Basically I have not been given the adequate training, oversight, and guidance that I believe would lead to success.
I am terrified to think that my hospital credentialing will be complete next month. My greatest fear is that I will be left to my own devices in the inpatient setting. which will lead to more serious errors.
Another big problem of mine is that I am not a good advocate for myself. I either am too timid or come off too aggressively. Any experienced NPs that can help to provide some insight? Is this experience typical for a new grad NP situation? Should I be able to handle this? If this isn't, how do I express my concerns.
CardiacRNLA, BSN
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I am a new grad NP who took a job as a cardiology NP for a smaller, private practice. My background has been both inpatient and outpatient cardiology for the past 6 years. But obviously this is a new role to which I need to acclimate. I have been here for 5 weeks so far and I really have my misgivings LOL. Not sure if I am crazy, if my experience is the norm or whatever. But this just doesn't seem right.
My first day, right as I walked in, I see mounds of papers on my desk. Patient studies, surgical clearances, device interrogation reports etc. The senior MA placed them there and said that the Dr. said to look them over. I have NEVER given surgical clearances. While I have given test results, the verbiage on these reports are vague and different. And I never really dealt with interrogation reports. And this is where it starts.
From the second day, I have been seeing patients in clinic by myself, with little to no guidance or oversight. Yes, my supervising MD is there, but he is also the owner, so he does business related stuff during clinic. He also comes late and schedules patients before he gets there and I am expected to see them. Even when he is there, I am told how to what to do, but I have no training or instructional time to develop my clinical judgment. At some point, I will expected to make these decisions autonomously, so I need to know the "why?"
Then I find out my credentialing for a local LTACH is complete and I am told I will start going there with another doctor in the practice. I get ONE afternoon and then I am told to go alone. These patients. are medically complex. The supervising MD is available by. phone, but not always right away. And when I do speak with him, his responses to me sound really condescending. Needless to say, of course, I've made a couple of mistakes like contradicting myself in a note and I missed an abnormal result on a study.
I take ownership and I felt awful. Conversely, it is my opinion that like medical errors, there are user (individual) issues and systems issues. Basically I have not been given the adequate training, oversight, and guidance that I believe would lead to success.
I am terrified to think that my hospital credentialing will be complete next month. My greatest fear is that I will be left to my own devices in the inpatient setting. which will lead to more serious errors.
Another big problem of mine is that I am not a good advocate for myself. I either am too timid or come off too aggressively. Any experienced NPs that can help to provide some insight? Is this experience typical for a new grad NP situation? Should I be able to handle this? If this isn't, how do I express my concerns.
Any help is greatly appreciated! Thanks all!
Signed,
- Terrified New Grad NP ?