I know that there will be times when I will be yelled at or spoken harshly to about some mistake I've made or something that I don't know that I should know. I get very nervous when this happens and I tend to get flustered and shut down to the point to where I can't even hear what the person is saying. This is embarressing for me. I keep telling myself that it happens to everyone at some time or another and they overcome it and I will too. Just wondering if any of you have suggestions for handling this type of anxiety. I feel so incompetent when this happens and I find myself becoming obsessed with the scenario in my mind instead of forgetting it and moving on. No one likes to be put down or scolded, especially in front of others but it happens. This is something I've struggled with all my life. I want to be a nurse so bad, but I know that this behavior is self-destructive and could prevent me from succeeding. I am very proud of myself and my accomplishments so far and I have a drive that won't let me quit. I have to see this through.
Thanks to all the members of this site. I have really enjoyed and learned so much from all of you. I would have never confessed this to anyone else.