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Today was my second day at my new ENT job.
I'm a brand nurse with a few months of LTC experience... I can handle huge wounds, vomit, sputum, blood....
Well today I watched a lip biopsy and had to leave the room. I literally almost fainted on the floor. I started sweating bullets, turned grey, I thought I was panicking.
What am I going to do? This is literally part of my job.
I felt so pathetic.
I wasn't feeling well on my last day of my psych clinical rotation on the 'Acute Psych Unit,' but was determined not to miss a clinical shift. Right after morning report, I walked out to the nurses station and passed out right in front of all of our acutely psychotic patients (no blood, no guts, no nothing). Of course, that caused a ruckus amongst the patients. The funniest part was that the psych nurses had absolutely no idea what to do with me. As I was losing consciousness, I remember giving the nurses instructions (help me down, elevate my feet, go find a wheelchair, etc.) When I came to, my psych clinical instructor was leaning over me saying, "You seem distressed. Tell me about that." Oh, therapeutic communication.
I think it happens to a lot of people. The most important thing is that you had the wherewithal to realize what was happening and remove yourself from a situation where you'd put yourself or your patient in danger. That takes courage and humility, but it's definitely better than the alternative.
schnookimz
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i hate when that happens!!!!!!