I am a doula and BSN/RN grad (in 5 weeks) and disappointed with the lack of hands on support I see at the hospital where I am doing my last clinical. I do not want to lose my doula skills plus the compassion and respect for women giving birth. I'm wondering if this is the norm... do many nurses feel that they are good nurses by keeping the monitors going and the pain meds flowing? Is there a hospital out there for me?