Getting back in the groove

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Specializes in Psych, LTC.

I’ve been a nurse for 4 years. In the past year I have been struggling the past year with staying at one job, anxiety really bad before going into work (even just thinking about it) to the point that I will talk myself into not going. The only major thing that has happened during my nurse career was losing my grandmother while she stayed in a nursing home which happens to be my specialty. Then covid came and put me in my head of being incapable and second guessing the care I give. Fear of death and loomed over me I guess and I shyed away from that specialty and started a new which made me more anxious and feeling like I can’t complete my job correctly. 
I’m relocating now and getting back into he work field tomorrow and I’m ready to start on a new foot. I really need help getting back into reality and not worry myself so much but just do.  Tips, reassuring words, anything from fellow nurses to getting back out there and dealing with working will help me a lot! 
 

Any new job is stressful. What area are you going into now?

Concentrate during orientation.... learn as you go. I wrote  notes when I got home to remember the highlights of the day. Also, pay attention to the vibes you get from other nurses. You will realize who you can go to for support.

Good luck!

 

 

I am sorry to read about whats happening to you. Your post mentions more about your life than your job. It doesn't sound like the job is your issue. Sounds like you have some feelings to work out regarding your grandmas death and the whole overwhelming thing that is the pandemic. 

It is so hard to get past rough patches in life ( we all know this). Maybe hang out with friends, do some things you like, talk to a professional,  whatever makes you happy. 

You know the old saying: This too, shall pass.

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