I have gotten 6 PMs asking if I was sexually abused as a child. The answer to that questions is, No.
The Poem does start out sexual and erotic, and, does symbolize sex. The end is angry and violent to symbolize the painful ending of a life... her unborn child. I wrote it about a mother who decided to have an abortion, and the days after, regretting the loss caused be her decision, and mourning for the lost of her innocence.
To deal with her stress, she has turned to alcohol, which calms her at first, then spirals into depression.
The end is angry, because she is thinking about the procedure that the baby went through being aborted.
Does it make more sense now? Kinda hard to pull all of that out of it
It doesnt have to relate to nursing at all, it is supposed to be a creative writing based on my Liberal Arts and Science Degree.