Hi Folks,
I've been really busy this semester so I've only been lurking the past couple of months or so...but I've got a question that's been plaguing me a bit lately.
I'm currently taking a CNA course which is a requirement to get into the nursing program at my local Jr. College. The problem is that I hate the class! First, I don't think my instructor should be teaching this class. Don't get me wrong, she's a nice person...I just feel she's not suited to teach this class. I'd explain but it would take way too long and that's not the main issue. The main issue is that I really dislike my clinical experience. I've always hated nursing homes and this one is no different. So far, I've had no problems with the smells and I haven't had too many problems carrying out any of my duties. I'm still not 100% comfortable with the transfers (my assigned pt. is a 2- person transfer with no pt. assistance.). I guess one of the main problems I have is that I can't communicate with my pt. very well...she's had a stroke and doesn't speak well and I think she got the onset of mild dementia. Furthermore, this is the only experience I'm getting...we're only working in the dementia unit and this will be my only pt.
I guess my problem is that I haven't figured out if I just hate the nursing home atmosphere (which I knew in advance I would) or if I hate the work too. As I said before, I don't mind the smell...and it's not the poop that gets to me...I think it's just the facility. Has anyone been a CNA in a hospital atmosphere? What was that like for you? I don't think this means I'll be a bad nurse...I just think that I will come away from this class with a better understanding and appreciation for what the CNA's do. I mean...what do you think? Do you think I'll be a bad nurse because I don't like being CNA? I thought I wanted to work as a CNA through school but I'm seriously considering getting my phlebotomy certification after this just so I don't have to work as a CNA after I quit my job and start my program full time. I'm just really frustrated right now! Thanks for letting me vent! Any advice or words of wisdom you have to offer are greatly appreciated. Thanks!
~Bean