Recently licensed ADN graduate in Illinois, I took the first job offered to me after being rejected from some big hospitals. RN position in a LTC facility, started on the vent floor. Was overwhelmed by how many patients there are, the physical condition of them, the resources available at the facility, and the professionalism of the staff. Now I 'understand how things work' a little better but that doesn't mean I like it.
I'm also still recovering from an ORIF of my proximal tibia from last August, and the 12 hour shifts [really 13 hour when you count hand-off and catching up on unfinished tasks/charting] add up, especially on the vent unit where most of my time is spent passing meds to my 13+ patients, all of whom are on ventilators and have g-tubes, most of whom are comatose. It's a lot of work and my knee throbs after a shift. Compression socks have helped.
I told the DON I'm going to quit because they were consistently scheduling me for 4 day weeks [with a bonus 5 day week] after promising alternating 3 and 4 day weeks. It was too much for my knee and didn't feel like a good fit. They offered me a consistent 3 days a week, and a position on a calmer LTC floor with more independent and medically stable patients [granted, it's about 20 residents now and one nurse, two CNAs]. Still a lot of meds to pass but much less clinical problem solving. Currently I'm going back and forth between this floor and the vent unit, still doing twelve hour shifts. On the next schedule I'll mostly be on the calmer floor.
People are telling me to stick with it because it's good experience and if I stay six months I can be considered for positions in hospitals. I'm honestly afraid that I'm not going to learn anything at this facility unless I take the initiative and come in having studied my residents conditions and medications at home. I just want to get out and look anywhere but LTC, but it seems like that's all that's really available to me at this point with my unimpressive resume. They also seem to have taken back the hiring bonus they promised me, because I threatened to quit. Nobody's said anything but I can't think of another reason. Just another thorn.
What's your experience with a first job in LTC? Are you glad you stayed, or glad you left?
Sorry if this is all over the place. I feel so conflicted about what to do. Some things are shady.